Realising that I couldn’t take ANY recipe from the internet on how to make pumpkin pie. I had mine, it was in a notebook in the studio and not in the apartment where I was. Going trough the recipes online… choosing one, and finding I was not going to be able to do it. I couldn’t do it. I didn’t. I biked for my notebook and did THE recipe I had. That recipe that she taught me how to make.