Third try on not going to the studio (counting from 00h)
Achieved 34 hours.

Second try on not going to the studio (counting from 00h)
Achieved 18 hours. Worst than the first try.

A fall into the despair. Going as an excuse to get something.
Failing on letting things go.

First try on not going to the studio (counting from 00h)
Achieved 21 hours. Close but not succeeding.

There is an anxious feeling of doing something.
Somehow, being there (in the studio) allows me to open
the possibility of something happening.
It can sound as an excuse of not feeling that I’m not
doing anything. Not that ‘not doing’ is something
negative. On the contrary, I find that many things
are worth in the ‘not doing’.
Still, till force pulls me into not stopping.
What happens when you stop?
I guess many things.
Still… not succeeding in this first try.